Real Talk.

How did Hitler tie his shoes? Into little nazis!

Los Angeles is growing on me very quickly. I can’t deny that I will always be a Bay girl, and home is always home, but I think the route my life has taken may require a change here pretty soon. I was fighting the idea of leaving San Francisco this whole time because most of me would be so sad to leave my family, my friends, and the little coffee shop that already knows my order… Sometimes you gotta fuck it and remember that you only live once. Thanks, Drake. Anyway, these big shooting trips down here keep getting better and better. I was worried about a lot of things at first to be honest, that maybe I wouldn’t fit in with this crowd, that I would become jaded, that sex would get old, etc. But no. Deciding to make pornography has been the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I had an extremely love-filled childhood amongst my big Portuguese family and I was raised by an incredibly self-aware, overly-communicative, no-bullshit woman, and I came to this game with some serious confidence. But the more I come down here, I leave with so much more than I came with. I’m not here to be competitive — everyone fills their own niche. I’m here because I’m a professional sexer. And I love getting it in the ass on the reg.

Look Mom, I’m making really nice friends!

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Me and Miss Bailey Blue at the club for Patty’s Day. (@baileybluexxx)

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No one gets me like Ashley Fires. I love this girl. (@AshleyFires)

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Presley Hart and I working Bill Bailey’s junk. @PresleyHart is so adorkable.

Like my comfort level, I feel like my scenes are getting better. I’m coming more than ever, good sign, and I am working with some guys I’ve already banged. Favorite shoot so far, you ask? Oh well, let’s see… I’d have to say the one I did for Smash Pictures with Prince Yahshua (@princeyahshua). The sex we had was so sensual and extremely intense. It wasn’t your typical BJ, 4-scene, then pop dealio. We was fucking all over the place; banging in the bathtub, on the couch, on the ottoman, on the floor. Ball slapping, then pussy loving. Best part was the bubble bath though. The bathtub is my home turf, as it were, so I was excited to say the least.

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Posing for Prince.

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Yeah that shoot, and the one I did for InnocentHigh.com. HA.

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I’ll be getting more of these soon. Think of it as a porn gag reel.

Sex is fun.
…but porn is a whole ‘notha game. There’s a lot of ego in the air. I guess I kinda think of it like this, and bear with my analogy here, but just think of confidence/cockiness manifested as fire. If you carry yourself with an overly wear-my-shit-on-my-sleeve-because-I’m-so-cool kind of attitude, all of that confidence, that heat, is dissipated and you’re left looking cold and probably empty. But if you can carry it in a calm way that is humble and grateful, that heat just emanates from within you. And others can feel it if you feel it. With all of that, it just happens that your standards get raised, your Bullshit-O-Meter reads a little more accurately.

I’ve got plenty more shoots ahead of me until the 30th, when I will then happily run home to my kitties and pup. Stay tuned, as I will try to take more pictures from set. I know that’s why you’re here. Seriously, big props to you if you made it all the way through my babble to the very end of this post. Which is now.

9 thoughts on “Real Talk.

  1. Gabriel Lan says:

    Seriously? “IF” we made it to the end? I don’t want this to come out the wrong way, but that’s some of the best ‘porn girl’ writing I’ve ever seen. You are a very talented writer….. and I get paid to do it, so I’m not just saying that. Excellent job!!!

  2. chuck thompson says:

    i enjoy the blog. keep up the “good work”!

  3. militantgod says:

    Yeah, you’re hotness went up like 10 pegs by your writing. Some girls are kind of illiterate and I’m like, well sheeeeit, at least they’re hot! You got all the goods. Keep up the good work!

  4. militantgod says:

    Yeah, your hotness went up like ten pegs for me because your writing. Some girls are kind of illiterate and I’m like, sheeeeeit, at least they’re hot. You have all the goods. Keep up the good work!

  5. Thulsa Doom says:

    Heard your Elegant Angel Podcast. Just wanted to leave a note that you may find interesting. They are filming a live action, big budget movie version of “Ender’s Game” at this very moment. May be as big as “Hunger Games”. You can see details on imdb.com.

  6. nastyangel says:

    I think u will be the hottest porno star in the world!!

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